At home for the night!

I pictured tonight going a bit differently, but I'm happy nonetheless. I always set expectations for just about every aspect of my life, and this usually leaves me with nothing but disappointment. There was certainly room for improvement, as far as tonight went, but right now, I'm happy.

I got to see the most beautiful girl in the entire world tonight. She came and picked me up from the train station, and then was actually able to spend a somewhat decent about of time with me. This is all that I've wanted for so long. I hate being away from her, and the only reason I really came home was to get to spend that marginal amount of time with her. So, I suppose mission accomplished. Yes, I could have spent the entire duration of my stay with her, but then again, I could spend my whole life with this girl, and it would still never be enough. When I see her, all of my troubles go away, and nothing else matters but this amazing feeling of contentment and love.

I don't want to go too crazy, as I'm starting to get a little tired, and I'm about to Skype a friend, but I just wanted to note how amazing of a person she is. She's dedicated, devoted, caring, beautiful, witty, smart, compassionate, everything wonderful that a person could possibly be. She doesn't view herself in nearly the same light as I do, but I hope that through my actions some day I can change that.

I'm so deeply in love, I don't know what to do with myself. Every second that passes with her absent from my side, I view as a wasted moment in time. I only want to be with her. If I can have her, everything else will fall into place. With her, the sky is the limit. I want to shout on tops of mountains and declare my undying love for her. I wish I could... but the situation is a bit shitty. I want to do everything with her, and have pictures with her that I can look at when I'm feeling down. I want so many things, and I wish I could truly be with her in every sense of the word. I'm doing my best with this whole patience phenomenon, but I'm only so good at it.

Well.... I don't really know where I was going with this post. I'm just so desperately in love with the most amazing girl in the whole world. I don't know what all to say beyond that. I mean, I certainly could talk about this forever, but it isn't going to really make much of a difference. I'm off to Skype now, get some social interaction for the day. I guess I could note what I'm going to do tomorrow.

I'm planning on stopping by the advisors at Drexel and trying to figure out if I can get a degree with the credits that I've already accumulated. I switched majors a few years ago, and I know that a hefty amount of said credits were sort of lost in the wind, as they didn't apply to my new major (Finance). I want to see if there is any major in which I could apply all my credits, and maybe even graduate without having to take any more courses. If that doesn't work, I want to figure out the least amount of classes that I would have to take to at least get some sort of degree. I know I'm only about nine months out from having my Finance degree, but I don't really have $30,000 to take all of those classes at the moment. Plus, I'd much rather not have to take that many classes, or hopefully any at all.

Also, I'm going to Best Buy in the morning, going to pick up the Virgin Mobile Mifi thingy. With the Mifi, I will be able to use my laptop on the internet while I'm up in New York, as well as connect my phone to it, so I can finally use my cell phone while I'm at my grandmother's house. After all of this, my father is going to drop me off at Trenton for my trek back to NY. I'm hoping that I can hang out with Danny, if he can pick me up in Newark, and then have him drive me back up to my grandmother's. I don't really feel like taking a train the entire way, plus I don't want to be back at such an early time. I want as much time away from that solitary environment as humanly possible. I really wish somebody, anybody, would come visit me while I'm up there. I get so fucking lonely, it's quite a dirty shame.

So, if anybody wants to be my BFF and come see me, please be my guest. There's some stuff to do up here, I just don't have a proper means of transportation to really enjoy myself even in the least bit. Luckily, I downloaded the entire new season of South Park, got all my most recent episodes of Weeds, Boardwalk Empire, and Dexter, and am downloading a few movies as well. Hopefully all of this will be able to entertain my wandering mind for a significant amount of time.

Wish me luck, homies!