So, I've actually been in quite the dandy emotional state lately. I've been accepting where I'm at currently, and while I'm not happy with it, I'm very hopeful that things will change for the better, and 2011 will be the year of my comeback! I'll finally (hopefully) have a life that doesn't completely blow. Of course, this may not work out as well as I'm hoping it will, but with patience and determination, I will certainly find my way.
One thing is bothering me, however. I want somebody to share my life with, and that's not happening in quite the same manner that I would prefer. I want to be with somebody, to live with somebody, and to love them. I don't want to be alone, trying to make things better all by myself. I could definitely use a companion, a confidante, if you will. I want to be able to wake up next to somebody, and feel love. This is a fairly useless post, but its just been ripping me apart inside, I just needed to get it off my chest.
I went to see "Faster" with Evan this evening. It was awesome to see him. I also got to see Autumn, and that was quite the treat, too. I hadn't seen her for about a year, and it was nice to catch up. I'm most likely joining Evan and Michelle for dinner tomorrow, so hopefully that will be nice, as well. As for tomorrow night, Autumn and I might go to Webster Hall to have some fun. I just got us both on the guest list. I met up with Gina earlier today, and I got to see a special somebody as well (I hate being vague about this person, but I'm in an odd situation).
Well, I guess I'm going to attempt the whole sleep nonsense. Hopefully I can sleep in really late, so I have less hours of boredom to cope with once I wake up. Wish me luck, babies!
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